Should be....

I should be cleaning my room/house. However, I've been consumed trying to get my camera software to allow me to transfer photos onto my computer. I still can not get this to work. Uninstalling the software and reloading it does not work. I still get this stupid message saying my security settings do not allow ActiveX. I don't know what ActiveX is. I googled it. I did this stuff that it told me to do and I still can not download my f-ing photos! This is seriously pissing me off....

Other news...I've started planning. My wedding that is. I tried on dresses. Went to warehouse of bridal dresses and had a hellious experience. Went to nice bridal boutique and I think I found "the dress". "The dress" turns out to be waaayy out of my price range. But I did find the actual designer of the dress and the other bridal stores that carry it. And no warehouse of bridal dresses does not carry it which makes it more appealing. I also picked my colors (maybe). So now that I had this information I decided to have the budget talk with 'rents.

My father said he would buy my plane ticket to Las Vegas. This is the second time he's said this. I don't know if he thinks its funny or really wishing that I would elope. My mother wouldn't actually say what amount just that I need to figure out what I want and they'll "see what they can do." So when my mom went to look up more wedding stuff online I asked my dad point blank what his money figure was. He said about $5,000. I said thank you.

From there I told my mom about the wonderful and beautiful dress. Her response was that I should be in white/white and not ivory, but that I can have/wear whatever I want, as she walked away saying it should really be white/white. Grrr. I told her the colors that I want. She said it was too close to black and that I should think about my photos. That's when she pulled out her wedding album to show me her green and pink colors. Then...she pulled out the gown. Her wedding dress. Lovely as it is, it still looks like it was worn in the 70's. She made me put it on. Yep. I put on my mom's dress. I was so scared she was going to ask me to wear it. Instead she said that she wants me to take my picture in it. Fine...as long as I can wear ivory and have dark colors.

I forsee this "planning" as me learning how to say "this is what I want deal with it." I'm sure there will be more to come....