Monday, October 11, 2010

Here's Hoping

It's been a difficult week.  emotionally.  Dave started his new job and even though things are going well, it wasn't pitch perfect.  I spent the week getting the house together, applying for jobs, and starting my course work.  This whole process has really taken a toll on me.  I really expected that we would be receiving calls about the house and I would be getting call backs on the jobs I'm applying for.  While everyone says it's only been a week, it's been a week that I don't know how to define myself.  I'm in a house with two dogs cleaning, I no longer have a job and this is a tough concept for me to handle.  I get that it was our decision to leave, and I still think its the right one, I just wish everything was falling into place.  I wish I had a job, I wish I wasn't stressing out about everything.  I break down crying daily.  I feel lost on this path.  We had an open house on Sunday and had 4 groups and no offers.  I'm hoping next Sunday will be a better showing.  Its been really tough and I'm hoping this week brings much more hope.

1 comment:

Maria said...

I hope your week is getting better Blaze.