My life is a to do list.

Seriously. I'm exhausted. I'm working 10 - 12 hours a day and everytime I come home and relook at my wedding to do list I think of another damn thing to put down. Mind you out of the 27 items (which most have subitems) I haven't completed any. Including number 1 which is tanning. *sigh*

Working at the same place as my soon to be husband is fine. I barely see him. However, he is one of the reasons I'm working so late. He leaves at 4:30 to go to his second job and I stay late so I can work on his curriculum and next day activities, quizzes, etc. It's so bizarre. I refuse to see him fail. It doesn't matter what I have to do, but I really feel like I have some ownership in this company and since I recommended him for the job I can't see him fail. Weird. I'm trying so hard to not control things and just help him prepare for the next day. It's hard to not go "so did they like the in class activity I came up with?" Not my class, I have to tell myself that over and over again.

Moving on.

I'm moving. Soon. I haven't packed anything because I 'feel' like I'm packed since I have stuff in storage. Shockly, I have tons of stuff including wedding gifts at my current residence that I haven't touched to pack.

To much to do and too lazy to get started.